I know I haven't been blogging and I apologise for that. You see, I've said this before but I really hate updating here at LiveJournal because I feel so insecure. There's so many things better left unsaid unread. I'm still waiting for Blogger to return to it's original state. It's unbelievable how fixing a bug can take this long.

Fasting have been okay. Mom is really worried about my health because I've been eating only half of the portion of food Mom serves me. Can't blame me. What do people call that? Perut masuk angin ah? Yeah, that. XD

Anyway, yesterday, I was feeling really off. So, I called Molly and told her that I wanted to meet her. I played basketball alone for 40 mins or so while waiting for her to arrive - and it turned out that she called the whole gang: Ash, Eric, Alan, Ed - oh, and did I mention Ash's new girlfriend? Yeah, her.

Ash: You're fasting, right?
Me: Yeah.
Ash: You're going to dehydrate if you don't stop playing, you know.
Me: I know. Don't worry, I'll make sure I won't cause you trouble.
Ash: ... What happened?
Me: Nothing, really.

OMG, I had a bad attitude on yesterday, man. But Ash wasn't angry because he's used to my moodswings. XD Awesome, right? I didn't really talk much to them because Ash's girlfriend was there. I'm still not used to her company but... yeah.

And then, I went crack and started singing. Seriously, I was thirsty but I still sang because they (I don't know who. Don't ask me.) said that singing helps to calm you down. And so,

"Yuuki 100%" (100% courage) by Hey! Say! JUMP

Alan: There she goes again. Singing Japanese songs.
Me: Nothing wrong with that, right? It's music to my ears.
Ash: Yeah, right. More like, "It's Hey! Say! JUMP"
Me: Mm, that too, I think.
XD Today, I didn't went to school either because I have no exams today. I'll study Humanities later. But before that, I'm off to watch Orthros no Inu - because it makes me happy. ♥

xoxo,
yamazaki yuri;
lily ween.

First day of fasting and it's so awesome. :] I love fasting month. I don't really know why but I tend to feel more at ease unlike other months. Weird, huh?

Anyway, I made mini pizzas for everyone for dinner today - and they liked it. :D I couldn't finish mine and Mom got really worried.

Mom: Ugh, this is why I hate it when Liyana fasts. She ends up not eating when it's time to eat.
Me: Don't blame me. I don't want to be this way either.
Mom: Then start eating.
Me: -.-" You can't expect me to swallow down the food when I can't, right?

LOL. Oh well. I'm off to watch Final Fantasy now. :D Cloud Strife is damn hot, yo. ♥

Tomorrow's the start of the fasting month. HAPPY FASTING! ♥

School today was alright. I had Biology in the morning which was pretty dull but since Aqilah was there, it wasn't as dull like always. During break, I had breakfast with Aqilah, Amirah and Nurul. Talked about all sorts of random things. Friends are awesome, aren't they? :D

Anyway, English class was full of Mr. Ahamed praising everyone. It was slightly embarrassing - but funny. Haha! He gave us encouragements and yeah... That's about it.

I went straight home after school, took a nap and here I am. There's exams next week. Good luck me. Jaa, oyasumi.

Oh, and by the way, Ninkyo Helper episode 6 rocks, really. :D Yabu's outfit in the drama is just oh-so-awesome. :3

xoxo,
yamazaki yuri;
lily ween.

I'm feeling better now.

I was really late for school because I took the bus today - 65. Really. First time taking the bus straight to school. Haha! I met Xue Ting coincidentally in the bus, talked for a while but later, the both of us fell asleep. I think I'm going to start taking the bus straight to school from now. Time for a change because I'm bored with the usual things.

Oh, and someone is just so rude. Showing me attitude. >.< I can show you attitude too, you know. Anyway, lessons during school was alright. All the Muslim students at my school were talking about how the fasting month will be starting this week. I can't wait! :D Because,

Fasting = Saving money + Losing weight naturally. ♥
Yes lorh! I'm fat already lah. Haha!

I had lunch with Aqilah, Nurul and Amirah. Then, we went to McDonald's and bought ice cream. :] After that, we went for our practical examination - which I pretty much screwed up due to lack of time management. Oh well. I'll do better for the theory papers.

I canceled tuition this week because I want to study. Jaa~

xoxo,
yamazaki yuri;
lily ween.

I'm listening to song previews of Arashi's 10 year anniversary album - and you know what? It's so awesome, I'm going to buy it. :] 3 disc in 1, it's so worth my money. Rather than buying singles which costs almost $20, I rather buy an album. Someone accompany me to HMV, please. :D

I watched Episode 4 of Orthros no Inu just now and I nearly cried. I thought Ryo was going to kill Hikaru, man! Pfft. But it seems like Hikaru's going to be caught by the police soon. After all, he attempted to kill someone. I'm loving the plot. ♥ But you know, after all these time,

NOTHING CAN BEAT MAOU STILL :D
By the way, before I forget,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, KAT! ♥♥♥
*hugs*
I think this will be my third time saying it to you, but,
I really apologize for not wishing you 'happy birthday' earlier.
I fail big time, I know. :/ You know how retarded my cellphone can be at times.
Anyway, I wish you all the best in life, in every single thing you do.
Good health. Good wealth. Good life.
This sounds like the same birthday wish like last year, huh? I'm boring, I know. -.-"

Kat, I want to thank you for always being there for me.
Remember how you called me billion of times early this year, just to check how I was doing?
Your e-mails changed me - a lot. Into a better person, I must say.
Aaarrrggghhh... There's so much to thank you for. Once I start, there's no end to it.
Saya cinta kamu tau. :D
Don't ever think you're not needed in this world, because I need you. :]
Let's meet soon, okay? I keep saying that but not once met you. :P
*guilty*
I'll contact you when I know I'm free.
It's 10:15PM now. A few more hours to tomorrow.
Enjoy your birthday well, my dear. :D
School today... was awesome. Reesha and Nurul came to school which means double the fun. :D On other news, I'm feeling a lot better now. I think I'm able to start studying properly tomorrow. And oh, whattheheck...? There's practical exam tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Oh, by the way, just so you know, I felt a lot better after reading Hikaru's JWeb entry. It's so normal, so long, but... I don't know. Just awesome because it's him. :D


Credits: ♥
He plays the guitar, yo. :D
xoxo,
yamazaki yuri;
lily ween.